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Saturday, November 14, 2009, 11:59 PM
HAPPY BDAE MY BELOVED BROTHER! <3>see i so nice la!! :D hehehe. happy swiit 17thh! :D grow up lah. don't keep quarreling w me!!! kkk. hahahahaha. i know i can't be the first to wish you happy bdae. so i be the last loh! :DDD hehehehe. how awesome am i :D 11:00 PM
bleahhhwent to councilor retreat on wed! :D quite fun la. but also quite sian. 'cos run that time abit pain ah. but i don't want to sit down. so i just run loh. abit bodoh la. (: hehehe. and so er, i met w bryan. at first my ankle was abit terrible one lah w slippers its bad. then sit down also a pain to me loh. so yuanan they all asked me change to shoes better :D and indeed it is!! :D and so some games. hehehe. i scared to shake hands w the facilitator at first (: 'cos hehehe. i just scared loh! :D then ahahahah. had this facilitator in our grp. o.o SHINGZ. :D got er, bryan, yuanan, jiawei, yangjun, debi, rachel, ruijie, huijun and alotalot. idk. got 18 loh! :D hahahahaha. it was quite fun la :D yuanan, bryan and jiawei's interest is watching porn (: LOLLLLL. damn funny (: blahblah. and so later they left. and we played h2o! :D and er, i forgot. but it was fun la k :D bleahhh. and went to eat and bathe. wow. 1st time wait for toilet so long leh at home is too much toilet noone use at there is too much people to use the toilet. LALALA. and met at 9pm. here comes the fear. AH BITCH. okay nvm. section 4 damn bonded during camp okay!:D eunice and xinhui must be so so so happy. I DIN'T CAUSE TROUBLE. BELIEVE IT OR NOT! ;D that makes me sound like some trouble maker D; and so nightwalk grp. wow. hahahahaha. section 4 sit tgt and slp. wow (: 1st time so bonded can! 8 people squeeze at one corner :D got me, yuanan, kaiyi, thinkhine, huijun, serjean, zhaoyan, samuel. HAHAHAHA. samuel act brave loh. then we damn irritated by him. bleah. and so i was called to be in the 1st grp. ah bitch D: i was like abt to cry la. and so phew. we only had 2 people. and hahahahaha. 3rd grp also hv 2 people. yingjie and jiawei so we joined them me and kherliang i think. :D LOL. so many guys but., before that i cried when shuling saying about ghost stories le. i just don't know why i can't take it. RAR. sad la. and so section mates comforted me. thanks!! (: and so we are blindfolded and i held onto jiawei. believe it or not. i don't even know where i was walking. but the rest know!!! i was so scared that something dropped and i cried again. when we are just taking circles in the dining room and living room. feel so chicken-y. and we waited outside. im so sorry yingjie. i literally squashed your hand during nightwalk D: and so i don't dare to look up when walking D: and when we entered. i was scared to choose the route. and blah. seniors told us its huanted there. D: haiiiii. and we went up. and yingjie said to me after that that he saw jiawei and wingyin and yangjun wanting to scare us le. BUT... he din't tell me ahhhhh. okay. haii. and so i don't want to choose the rooms again. for im afraid i make a wrong choice. and i cry. kenna scare by wingyin and jiawei. haiiii D; and so our grp got the correct line la. hahahahaha. fangyu's room din't scare us. but yingjie say its cos mr chua ask them not to scare de. hmmm, feel so bad la. D; and so haiiii. forget it. and so went to bed at 3+. and woke up at 5 to reply someone who sms-ed me at 4. hehehe. im so sorry la D; and so i stoned there. until 6. hehehe (: and the next day. breakfast and stuff :D and go to school alone. bleahhh. training. i survived. believe it or not. LOL. hahahahahahaha :D yay. :D i'm still lazy to post pictures. Tuesday, November 10, 2009, 11:57 PM
WOW. I SHALL BLOG SINCE I HVE NOTHING TO DO AND I CANT MOVE ARND.HEHEHEHE. TALKING TO A BOTAK. (not the main point) SHALL STRT FROM LAST ERRR, TUES TO THURS! 2-4NOV! cls chalet was a blast! ;D it was not say very fun! but it is still fun! O; 1ST DAY! hehehehe checked in. o.o before that i had training la. hehehehe. then rushed home. wow. D: took 88 go pasir ris. and picked xuchao up. honestly, he looked like a lost puppy. hehehehe. waiting for the owner! (ME!) OKAY. HEHEHHE. i very high now :D so we walked there loh. see so healthy. if i know the journey is so long. i would have cabbed. O: saw zhiying on the way O: outside ehub there. hehehehe so we walked tgt. and chatted. i realised and understood lots of stuff. haiiiiii D; after that we play play play. mostly, psp! O: and hmm, walked out. (found a shortcut!!) WOW. shorter. ALOT. hehehehe. bought cup walker and my dinner(chicken rice!!) went back to chalet. hehehehehe. watched "one miss call" LOL. so we keep miss calling people to scare them :D DAMN FUNNY. i wasn't scared la. 'cos it's like this miss call. then someone will die at that time of the call. i mean the call was like called from the future O: and from a deceased phone O; damn spooky. first one i was scared then okay liao. hehehehe. then party-ed. hmmm, eat apple pie. ahem. sorry. and er, drink coke? O: after that went out to idk where. can't remember. OH BOWLING (: i won i won i won! 110+ :DDDDD PRO NOT. YOU TELL ME PRO NOT! :D then me and andrew errr, went to white sands. to buy my mc cafe double choc! O: damn nice i tell you! i'm not trying to advertise. and also to buy for those shao4ye1! they are like KINGS loh. buy back for them. ahem you know who you are. and so me and jamie stayed over. yeah er. of cos i cabbed back la! :D soooo er, aiyah don't talk abt it O: SECOND DAY! (: woke up w breakfast there for me! wow. :DDDDD hmmm, then er, walked out to do what ah. OOH. buy bbq stuff O: we bought for our cls la. forgot abt the teachers. and went to order fried rice O: nice anot you tell me! :D went to white sands for it :D then went back to slp. LOL. then when the rest come back from bowling. ahem. took quntian's rented bike and went to buy food w yuanan. and of cos we chiong-ed like siao. went to buy alr then went to er collect fried rice. then went to buy bbq stuff and returned bike and errrr, walk back D; haiiii. and so the bbq started. hmmm, quite okay la! :D after that we get to taste our cls guys cook!! :D LOL. cos the grill we bought one only. so errrrr, black oil. haiiiii. HEHEHE. so yuanan, weiliang they all cooked. and some other guys i guess. there is photo and videos of them swimming and errrr, hmmm, burnt marshmallow O: then er, slept. :D and next day go training O: you tell me sad or not! LOL. but it was quite okay leh. surprising. STAYED FOR DRAMA NIGHT! and er, h2h talk! :D hmmm, and wlao kenna tricked. damn it. andrew you suck. i won't trust you anymore. 0% reliability. i seriously tot he like someone else alr. then i emo. and wow. i found out andrew is lying. basket. nxt day. training again! O; and hmmm, went to open hse duty on sat. quite okay. nothing to say. went out to pp to eat :D PEPPER LUNCH. O: and errr, AHEM. I WALKED FROM PARKWAY TO ITE THERE. YOU SAY AWESOME NOT!:D that's so far. and I PLAYED W A MACHINE :D shall post it up next time the pictures and videos :D went out to national library ytd w lihan and kenneth :D LOL. damn funny. and we are late. ahem botak ahem. :D HAHAHAHAHA. wanted to meet at 130 and we met at err, close to 2. meeting time was 2. and we reached at arnd 3. LOL. and so searched for my chinese book! :D hmmm, HEHEHEHE. rain-ed heavily and went to macs under the rain. :D apple pie-d again :D and iced milo! :D awesome food (: went to bugis junction find ivan O: and mcflurry :D NICE! ;D HEHEHEHE. and home-d after awhile. hehehehe. the lift is awesome too! :D LALALALA. 80. O: abit long ah. O: metal slug ((: today went training O: abit early ah. then played monkey! O: and found out my hand abit long :D and errr, alley(: idk what's the spelling :D then jl come and my nightmare strts. haiiiiii. did pumpings 30 and need stay there O: arm abit pain la. but nvm. then he found out anna dye her hair. haiiiiii. so big trouble la duh. so he asked her to dye back by 5. at first he said 6 but he made xinying run after her say 5. :x and he used the word FUCK. can you believe it?! a coach teaching you vulgarities. WOW. hate people who used vulgarities. it just seemed like they are so uncivilised yeah. and vulgarities just don't make sense to me in any sentences. so they had to frog jump to let him enjoy. WOW. nothing to say. *speechless* they are not trying to be funny like duh. anna wanted to go to the side door. but xinying tot the person comes from the other side so yeah. they went from the middle. but they dint say anything. everyone makes mistakes like HELLO? don't you make mistakes too? don't tell me you're prefect 'cos even god makes mistakes. so long as they realise their mistakes it's alright isn't it? why that big fuss? and so what. councilor. can you stop using that to say me?! SO WHAT IF I AM AN IDIOT OR WHATEVER. i tried my best k. and once again. HELLO. everyone make mistakes. and so we had to run till he is happy. ahhhhh whatever. used to the running. and came back. hmmm, skipping. AND WOW. I ONLY TALK TO MINGSIEW AND WOW I IRRITATED HIM LIKE HOW?! YOU TELL ME HOW LAH! converrrr went like this. mingsiew : 'eh today my brother's a level strt leh' me : 'so early? the one that knows how to drive?' then kenna everyone 20 pumping. LIKE HELLO. ahhhh fine. so we skipped 900 times. and went out. and did the drill. WOW. okay whatever sprained. cos i suddenly jerked and stopped. and twisted. AHHHH WHATEVER. like whattheheck. i cry easily also got wrong? you want scold you ask my mum why am i born liddat first can. frog jump was not pain la. but just er, the ankle very pain. BUT YOU SAID REPORT TO YOU UH. I DONT WANT COS I WANT TO SHOW YOU THAT IM STRONG LIKE HELLO. I DONT NEED YOUR PITY I DONT NEED REST I CAN CONTINUE YOU GEDDIT. and who knows you think differently from me. i cry and you said i need your pity LIKE? i don't need it. and so whatever la! match-ed and yeah debrief. my fault la k. whatever. AHHHHH WHATEVER. WHY DO I GET SO ANGRY OVER HIM LIKE WTHECK. first time so angry w someone in my whole bloody life. and you break my record of not crying for like 1month plus!!!! BUT NVM. I SHALL TAKE IT AS IF YOU DONT BREAK IT TMR I WILL STILL GONNA CRY. SO I DON'T SAY ANYTHING. bleahhh. and so my mum found out i sprained. and asked my dad to rub ointment for me. and better la. but still swollen. bleahhhs. and so she said. ' i think you must be crippled before you are happy. ' wtheck. and so another sacastic remark. WOW. and i lost my waterbottle D: NVM I SHALL FORGIVE AND FORGET. i go talk to people alr before someone goes to bed D; Saturday, November 7, 2009, 11:53 PM
AHHH. TIRED. BYE! :DHAPPY 7TH MONTH ANNA NG LI CHIN! <3 Sunday, November 1, 2009, 12:38 PM
hahaha.early in the morning ytd went to take flu jab ALONE O: damndamndamndamndamn scared and tensed. D: 'cos injection always sucked. and so the doctor keep asking this and that then ask me if im ready and count to 5 it will be done O: and the miracle is like i counted to 4 and it's done. or isit my counting abit slow 'cos i'm scared ah(?) hmm, but when the needle go in. wow. abit pain loh D: i expected to be numb for like 2 days as the doctor had said. but weird. it only numbed for like 0.5hrs. :DDDDDDD hmm, after that headed to school w lunch taken at like 11am?! and i have no flu today O: cool. i am starting to get amazed by my immune system!! :D i feel BRAVE & AWESOME duty was omg D: i was asked to stand still for like damn long lah!! D: you know i just can't stand still but i managed to do so for 2hrs!!! :D proud of me not!! (: during rehearsal i can't even stand still for 5 min.... 何况是2hrs leh! O: after that had to demostrate hmm some tea arts of mine to the VIP. O: feel damn BRAVE once again........ hm, not bad hur. those fun during 茶艺课 can actually be used!! O: after that we ate the buffet !! :D it's quite nice i can't deny that O: mango pudding and cakes. wow. damn nice (: i know you're jealous so i shan't continue. and so my phone was running low of battery. like only 9%. and i think it can't survive till at night when i go home. so i hmm, off it O: IT RAINED HEAVILY WHEN WE ARE ABOUT TO LEAVE SCHOOL AFTER SINGYAN'S DEBREF O: so kind hearted mr tay drove me, youmin, singyan out to bus stop O: but when we alighted we stepped into a pool of water so our shoes are all WET! D: hmm, took bus-ed and mrt-ed to germaine's hse for her party! :D wow. i actually went. O: hmm, it was quite fun though i don't know all the people there. except for peixuan, chengcheng, andrea, szening, ivan O: had buffet again. but din't eat much 'cos i had already eaten abit in school :D hmm, so playplayplay and yeah home-d. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY GERMAINE TAN! :DDDD hmm, i was really wondering what yuanan had said. if something din't happen, probably i would chose him over her. but maybe when there is a loss, there is a gain ba. hehehehhe (: though abit sad lah hor. those memories will forever be etched in my mind...... 31/10 8.25 O: sometimes i really wonder whether you still love me. but i have no courage to ask. Friday, October 30, 2009, 9:37 PM
after today, i realised lots of things, both good and bad.hmm, first thing first. 2ep. i used to think that i can bear to leave this cls. but today, it is proven wrong. tears just flowed down of my eyes when we are taking our last cls photos. clsmates leaving for ip. if you are thinking that i regret my choice of rejecting the offer, no you are wrong. i like chungcheng for some reason. though memories are bad. probably just not that nice. but i do have nice memories here. with my cls, with certain people that rocks. we had fun, we bond, we go crazy, we lose, we win. we did nearly everything together. we have conflicts. we do quarrels. but after a while, we tell ourselves it's okay. i don't know where i can find such awesome classmates anymore. sometimes people are selfish. yes. we do only think of ourselves. sometimes we made each other cry. but end up caring for them. honestly, i do dislike some of them. but i came to realise that afterall they are not that bad. perhaps it's just too late. i had not cherished my time w the cls. i had thought it doesn't matter. councilor is somewhere i can probably get away from the fact that i don't bother fitting into cliques that i can't fit in. don't bother. hmm, or isit. don't wanna try cos im afraid of failures? losing people in life, it's painful. and i had experience it before. i had regretted once, and i don't want to regret ever again. next year, everyone will be in different classes. i mean most of us. hopefully we will not forget each other and keep in contact. xuchao, leaving. he had made significant impacts on my life. he is always there for me when i'm troubled in class la. and he had worked hard. just don't think he deserved all these. but hmm, truthfully i used to detest him when i knew i am going to sit w him. i went like omgosh. why!!! but hmm, i came to like this tablemate. he is also a true friend. but still i wish him all the best no matter where he is...... secondly, it's results. i had probably done well. yeah. but i don't find the joy in it. perhaps i had lost the meaning of being happy for my results. for i just wanna do well to win him. but what for? to keep that promise that don't even exist anymore? i told my mum that i did well. they are proud of me for once. but the moment won't last. and i know it deep down in my heart. i will no longer get the encouragements from you anymore. not again... it's the fact and i just have to come to accept it. hmm, try harder next year. probably i should just indulge myself into studying and maybe i can forget about you then... hmmm.. thirdly, it's you. throughout this year, i had been telling myself. no i have to let go of you. but i just can't bring myself to do that. for i think you're just so awesome i don't know why. those memories... haiix D: hmm, i had tried my best to make up for the mistakes i had done. but i know i had hurt you enough and it's all too late to apologise. i came to realise the fact that sorry had no cure. yeah. hmmm. maybe i just hve to bear the consequences for what i had done wrong. for there is always consequences to face in life. but i can say that if i have a chance again, i will definitely cherish it. but now, since things are like this, all i can hope for is friends. just friends is enough. you had taught me lots of things. i had grown. thanks (: though tears are shed and hearts are broken, my wings had grown stronger, much more. maybe it's just better off like that. with you and your dreams and wishes. and me doing better than i thought i can. you made me believe that miracles do happen if you have the desire to make it happen. and the results i had today, it's also all thanks to you. (; fourthly, it's basketball. coach just debriefed us today. yeah. he know what we are thinking. going for cca, it's just a routine, afraid to get scolded and stuff liddat. but... hmm, i enjoy basketball, i can't deny that. but i feel tired. when he debriefed it reminds me of what mr d. had just said to me during ptc duty. that if i play less and not so committed to bball, i can do much better. and there is a limit to everything i do. hmm, probably. results are what will take me far isn't it? but yeah, basketball i must do well too. but i just hmm, probably have to have the desire to improve ba. idk. have to think about it. parents disapproval and stuff. i just think i can't hold on. fiftly, it's people going for ip. wish you all the best kk! stay in contact. thanks for everything in this 2 years. i am grateful to have friends like you all. and yeah i have given some of you personal note. hope you guys will like it yeah (: sixly, it's councilor. hmm, i realise im much happier in there than bball. i enjoy councilor more than bball. yeah something is wrong oh damn it. but maybe i can feel the bond there. bball perhaps its just somewhere to relieve my damn stress and unhappiness. i don't know. hmm, i just realise duties can be so boring but it can be enjoyable at the same time. those jokes. those section meetings. those talks. those camps. hmmm, and also our cls. funny. one go all go. one dont go all dont go kinda. hm, i don't know. but just like it there. (: quarreling w eunice to do duty w yuanan and stuff. gang-ing her. but they are just nice la hur. don't really know how to describe but yeah. (: lastly, it's teachers. mr d. is also leaving. he is just that awesome english teacher i swear. he had made my english improve alotalotalot. and... hmm, he is just nice. but every teacher had played a part for me to get such grades. thank you teachers. w/o you. there will not be me today. ms chia, when i am troubled, she will always be there for me. and listen and give advices. ms ho too. as for mr faizal, he will try to make lessons entertaining by saying his childhood stories and he is just that macho man. LOL. tall and good build O: he had shown me that physics ain't boring. mr lam too. chinese argh. xuchao had taught me alot. and him too. i had gotten a1 in eoys. thanks (: w/o you 2, probably my grades would still suck. mr tan, had shown that bio isn't that sucky too. that i can do well in bio. and not c6c6c6. that is so demoralising. he is also retiring. hmm D: all the good tchers are gone. mr yap cheat money! ms ang nicenice! pao ba hai zi!! :D mrs han! lit is fun, interesting and i can get good grades not just c6 like last year. yeah probably anna is right and ms ho is right. my grades sucks compared to this yr. but hmm, teachers do play a big role in me achieving these grades. thanksthanksthanks (: mr peck funneh, chocolates!!! :D mdm tham, yummm, good food! :D mrs ho! O: geog is hard D: mr macdonagh! hist is boring but interesting at the same time! O: and mr choo, mrs tan say hoe! RELIEVE STRESS (: yeah that's my brief opinion about them yeah (: i hope miracle would happen (: i still love you as much as before. realised that absence made the heart grow fonder. Tuesday, October 20, 2009, 8:57 PM
being sick sucks my life. omg. i feel like fainting in the morning during frc. but yay! i survived w fever. but the exam hall is like damn cold. freak. haiix D: ms chia asked me dont take the paper. but hahahaha. i can i can :D im strong :D just kidding. :X took panadol from yanling. thanks thanks :D and felt abit better. and now. haiix D: listening quite screwed ba. O: acc okay leh. miracle O: anyway, ytd ivy came to my hse! and we slept. shall upload photo next time. O: and today went out to play bowling w.. weiyang, weiliang, andrew, yuanan, nicholas, rae, jeanette, jamie, bryan, quntian (: hahahaha. then came home and died on the bed. slept for like damn long. idk how long. and while eating dinner. freak sia. vomitted. D: IT ALL SUCKS TO BE SICK. all the medi is driving me crazy D; and i can survive. its mind over body (: proud of myself. my mum dont let me go training tmr D: but i said if i can survive tmr morning (not that sick) i want go O: hahahahahahhahaa :D training training then go out w qii :D to buy ger's present (: i bet she will love us la (: that's all. and my dad is also sick O: jiayan also sick O: everyone's sick cos of this terrible weather. |